Life is Cinema, Cinema is Life

Exactly on the same day last month, I was on my way to the Dharmalaya Institute in Keori, Himachal Pradesh, navigating cancelled flights, rainy roads and a state of mind full of hope. Once at Dharmalaya, I lived in a house made of mud and learnt about earthen building and vernacular architecture - basically making homes out of locally available materials, which included mud, bamboo, wood and so on. We lived simply, ate simple meals and spent our days in harmony with nature.

Once that workshop ended, I came back home to Mumbai and completed a one week sculpting workshop with Siddhanth, which the previous blog post is about. Working with mud in Dharmalaya, and then ceramic and clay with Siddhanth felt like a natural progression. The aspect of working with clay I most enjoyed was that there is an emergence of a three dimensional form which did not exist prior to our handling of the clay. It genuinely felt like creating something out of (well, almost) nothing!

The reason why I mention these two workshops is that I believe this sequence of events - the connection with the Earth and the mountains, and the discovery of possibilities with clay was the perfect backdrop to what I was about to dive into. It prepared my mind and oriented my consciousness in a certain direction as I stepped into one of my most anticipated weeks - The Practical Cinema Lab (Edition 10) by Akshay Indikar - the multi-award winning director of films such as Trijya (Radius, 2019), Sthalpuran (Chronicle of Space, 2020). This workshop was being held on the other end of the city at Aram Nagar, and to avoid spending time in traffic, I would leave home between 8:30 a.m. and 9:00 a.m., so I could reach the workshop venue in 45 minutes. The workshop was due to begin at 11:00 a.m., so I’d spend my time in a coffee shop close by, or at the open area in the venue itself. It felt like going back to school, except that here I was eager to begin the day. I was learning by choice. The time spent waiting before the workshop gave me an opportunity to connect with my thoughts and with some wonderful people - and cats!

The workshop was broadly divided into three parts - the first, where Akshay took us through his thoughts, philosophy and practical experience - essentially all the wisdom he has gained in the process of making his own films. In doing this, he showed us examples, quoted the greats of cinema and most importantly added an overall perspective to the whole thing which in me, inculcated a sense of belief in myself, and also made me relook at my understanding of what cinema is. I’ve come to realise that everything is cinema - it isn’t bound by duration, format, etc. This was liberating and empowering. It is a lesson I am keeping at the forefront of my mind right now, and let’s see how my world orients itself around this primary thought. In a few months we shall have an answer.

The second part of the workshop is where we shot and edited our own short films. The concept we were working on is making a film about a letter we are writing to someone. Now there are two approaches to this - the first, know what you are writing and whom you are writing to, and then shoot with that broad thought in mind, so the visuals match the words. I went with the second approach which has worked for me all my life - trusting my subconscious. For three days, I shot what I was seeing in the city of Mumbai, including traffic, people, places I frequently visit for my street photography and sketching, and so on. I was worried that I still didn’t have a concept, but that didn’t stop me - I continued to follow my subconscious with the belief that everything will fall in place. Spoiler alert - it did. Meditation has become a huge part of my life since earlier this year, and my research into the discipline and regular practice has brought me to a sense of continuous awareness. One morning, before sitting down for my meditative practice, I decided to turn the camera on myself. I had recently bought this little tripod, and placed the camera at different locations at home as I was going about my morning. I also recorded my own meditative practice, and during my practice, it just felt like everything suddenly fell into place. The jigsaw puzzles of scattered visuals I was collecting over the last three days fit into this overall arrangement which to me, meant something. My film ended up as a letter to no one in particular, but to the viewer - the person watching it. So do watch it below (I’ve linked it at the end of this blog post), and let me know what you think.

The third and final part of Akshay’s workshop was the screening of all the films together. We all sat in the audience and watched all the films back to back and it was a very humbling experience. Watching your own film on a big screen in the darkness with other people is a very, very interesting feeling. To experience what it feels like, I recommend you do Akshay’s workshop whenever he announces it.

To sum up my experience of the workshop, it had a profound effect on me. I always approach opportunities to learn with an open mind, trying to be a sponge soaking up as much as possible. Akshay gave us a lot during the workshop, and as a result of being on the ride with him, fully trusting him, I have gained some new skills and sharpened some existing ones, making me a more complete professional and a human being. A big shout out to Tejashree, Akshay’s wife and partner in his creative endeavours; and the entire support team of ‘Practical Cinema Lab 10 - Mumbai’ - Nikhil, Rohit and the boys from Veda Black Box as well.

Ekta and I had the wonderful opportunity of hosting Akshay and Tejashree for dinner at home a few days later. They are among the most wonderful and authentic people we have ever met, and we are happy to have made new friends.

Some photos and sketches Made during the workshop

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